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1/27- Can't say that my home feels much like the premiere adobe of love, but I got some Valentine's day decor up. Makes me feel better, oddly enough.

To leave behind or to be left behind? I often wonder which hurts more. One potentially comes with lifelong regret. The other with feelings of rejection. Tough call...

Well I risked my heart. We shared our lives. We bought the gifts, made the memories, and dreamed our dreams together — and now it has fallen apart, if not on the verge of doing so. Now, I’m seemingly back at the start in the quest for whatever once sparked the passions in our youth, searching for any tangible reason, believing that there was nothing that we could not overcome, and it feels lonelier than square one.

No one begins a life together with someone hoping to break it off someday. The wiring in most of us has us longing for ‘Til death do us part. After 26 years, we had long passed the ‘seven year itch’. I thought we had made it. In fact that was our song, Shania Twain ... “They said, "I bet they'll never make it" but just look at us holding on. We're still together still going strong..”

I know that I was, at least, ready for the next 20 something to bring it on.

This is perhaps the most personal, important status post I will be making here. I’ve never been one to air my dirty laundry for the world to see, but eventually even I know people are going to begin to talk, start to wonder, ask, and there’s just no point lying about it.

My husband Robert has informed me that he is leaving me. 26 years .... wow. 26 years together.

Why do so many long-united couples decide to split? How can people be so happy --to endure for so very long, only to then have the relationship turn sour in what was supposed to be our "golden years" together?

Now I DO know some of the answers, I just never thought that there would come a time when they would have to apply to us. In most cases, the reasons are far less dramatic then all the numerous elaborate scenarios my brain has been entertaining these few days. Some relationships have been in decline for years and finally lose all their juice. A union doesn't usually just blow up all of the sudden. It's more like a balloon that’s been seeping air for a long time. After a while, especially without talking or any attempt to patch the rupture, it's totally deflated.

We could accuse each other, Robert. We could stack blame and point fingers all day long for the rest of our lives but in the end, when it all boils down, we just didn’t talk. We didn’t talk and instead allowed the sun to go down on our upset night after night until it festered like a infected wound.

But even now ---right now, yesterday, even the week and months before, our God is a healer. If it is his will, then there is nothing too impossible or so far gone that he cannot mend it. Likewise, if his will is not for us to remain then he will surely help me to know who I am apart from it.

Hey, maybe I'll dye my hair
Maybe I'll move somewhere
Maybe I'll get a car
Maybe I'll drive so far
That I'll lose track
Me, I'll bounce right back

Maybe I'll sleep real late
Maybe I'll lose some weight
Maybe I'll clear my junk
Maybe I'll just get drunk on apple wine...

~Shinju




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Megan Seekings
Artist | Professional | Traditional Art
United States
Current Residence: On Chaar
Favourite genre of music: 80's, ambiance, old and ancient chants
Favourite style of art: Traditional, U.S. comics, mecha, & manga
MP3 player of choice: WMP
Favorite Artist: Brian Froud
Skin of choice: metallic with battle damage :P
Favourite cartoon character: Transformers, G1 Megatron/Galvatron, G1 Cyclonus, Piccolo
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mewmewichigo11 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2016
hey dude i haven't used my deviantart in forever, but my friend and i were discussing lazytown and ended up on your blog. i read your comment about sportacus = goku and well
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AlphaLightBearer Featured By Owner Edited Oct 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
you are REALLY talented! i hope you recovered completely from your surgery :thumbsup:

i just came across your gohan/piccolo doujin and daaaaaamn~ that's some pretty hot stuff!
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hope you do continue it.
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Rapsity Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2016
I am enjoying every bit of your 'homemade halloween' stuff.  The lollipop ones are seriously adorable!
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maybelletea Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2016
I've been scouring for BTTF works lately, because I actually just am watching the trilogy for the very first time ;__; and I love the relationship between doc and marty so much. I don't know if I can go with it romantically even tho I appreciate some of the art, but in a way they're still "the most important person" to each other IMO you know what I mean?? I feel like ppl don't touch on platonic soulmates enough

I haven't seen the 3rd movie yet so I haven't met clara, but I feel like it'd always be doc and marty first
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Jigoku-Tsuki Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2016  Student General Artist
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Happy B-day Megan-san!!:party::iconamericapartyhardplz::cake::party:
Hope all your dreams and hopes comes true.:iconslashsine:
Hope you have a wonderful day my dear.:iconloveloveplz:hammie kiss Racing Girl Emoji (Lovely bye bye wave) [V3] 
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birthdays Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2016
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's February 27th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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This birthday greeting was brought to you by: Zinhanu :squee:
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2016
Happy birthday! :D
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HiroHamada Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
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zmorphcom Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope that you have a great birthday and keep up with the amazing artwork! :D
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HearseGurl Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2016
Happy Birthday! :iconspinningcakeplz:
Also Congratz on your 10th DA Anniversary, a milestone! :D
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