- The First day of July and finally at long, long last I will have my surgery! I’m very surprised at how speedy it was scheduled. I got the call and I am now T minus 19 hours before the operation, which will be in the morning. This whole thing feels very surreal ...Perhaps because it seems to have take so long! I’m eager, but then I’m not at the same time. I’m sick of being half of myself and all the restriction, but I can’t very well say I’m flipping tits over the process of recovery neither.
On the other hand, I’ve been daydreaming about painting, knowing the fair is only about 3 weeks away. I hate it when I have so many project ideas racing through my head, techniques I’d like to try but can’t because I’m going to be out of commission recovering. Just mad I suppose because I won’t be involved this year in the ‘Access The Art’ gallery.
Please pray that this will be successful~Shinju